Dead End

I'm at my brains dead end,

and the thoughts of you that I'm trying to defend.

there is nothing that I'm trying to pretend,

but this relationship is all what I'm trying to mend.

we have seen times worse than these,

than why does your love has to sieze.

your every smile that I continuously miss,

than tell me why now? please.

I do hereby want to apologize,

for every little mistake and similar lies.

for these faults this isn't the price,

but won't even give me another choice.

think I will need a helping hand,

in order to see you understand.

Its like I'm just looking at slipping sand,

and Its another dead end.

Drones

there are times when we feel alone,

and wander like a lifeless drone.

have no time to even mourn,

and I feel like a waving flag almost torn.

to this lifelessness I'm getting so prone,

and singing blue's in annoying tone.

everything is like hornless unicorn,

undefying anything that was sworn.

thinking everything as a clone,

with lesser brains of my own.

feeling of mercy that is always oversawn,

and tis like darkest hour before the dawn.

when we reject our lives which is like a drone,

a new HUMAN is thus born.

I'm dying inside

things are now changing with time,

and I'm  losing all that I used to rhyme.

once wanting to bloom in pride,

but now I'm dying inside.

no intrest in any of celebretions,

not even in their exiting preparations.

for myself I don't even want to stride,

and I know I'm dying inside.

there's a hobby I had,

tis gone and I'm not sad.

trying to dream with eyes open wide,

and I'm dying inside.

may be its my loneliness that's killing,

or my heart with lack of feeling,

In this valley of sorrow that I frequently slide,

and I'm dying inside.

I'm sinking all in ruins fallen suddenly,

no cry but I go silently,

to you there's nothing I want to hide,

but I'm really dying inside