I was never like this,
always receiving elderly bliss.
to everyone I was so helping,
but now something is changing.
I addressed people with words like respected and sire,
but now my sentences include phrases that fire.
All I was good at,was lending,
but now something is changing.
this really compells me to ask myself a question,
Do I still posses a heart of human.
tis my conscience that I'm really finding,
and now something is changing.
Is there something wrong with my mind,
Oh God! Why can't I be kind.
Now I'm anxiously praying,
somebody please tell me why I'm changing?
