A silhouette I keep chasing,
An unknown figure I try finding,
And yet never have I seen it
And yet never have I found it
Still it feels like something valuable
And something much more than just doable
Every time this makes me feel gullible
To the point when I truly am vulnerable.
I'm just another in this world of mortal beings.
Filled with desires for those earthly sins.
Neither with guts to embrace celibacy.
Nor with the intent to lust willfully.
Don't know whom to love and cherish,
Because all of them are bound to perish.
This now that I know with certainty,
Leaves my mind spiraling in obscurity.
God help me know where do I lie.
Show me a way that I can contentfully die
To find meaning to this lengthy life.
Has now become my constant strife.
I am but a lost soul battling temptations
Finding an abode to call it salvation.
God lend me some strength and patience.
So I can endure to your disposition.
