Now Its All The Same.

there were times when I said something unusual,

and words that when compared to stones were brutal.

there were situations when I had hurt people really bad,

and broke their hearts and made them sad.

there were times when I behaved unlike you,

and proved myself unworthy of you.

but now since the times have changed,

now it's not all the same.

But it was you who never left me,

and it was you who trusted me blindly.

It was you who held me together,

In all times and in all weather.

while it was you who found in me what was true,

I never even could understand your value.

but now since the times have changed,

and now it's not all the same.

now I am humble and polite,

and my attitude gone down little and slight.

now I am silent and all alone,

change in my life has come like a milestone.

now remembering you has changed me,

because the heart beating in me belongs to thee.

Beautiful day

beneath the beautiful rising sun we lay,

and in the beautiful temple we pray,

those three beautiful words that we say,

and its just a beautiful day.

starring at your beautiful pretty face,

and your soft skinned body that I embrace.

those rhymes of love that we play,

and its just a beautiful day,

beautiful is every word that you say,

kiss your beautiful hands if I may,

your emotions like a potray,

which just makes this a beautiful day

HERO...

when I get home after battle,

I'll do anything you want .

stare into your eyes,

and sing those love song.

ask you to touch my scars,

and heal them for once.

forget the sound of war machines ,

and just dance.

throw my guns in your sight,

and hide myself in your barracks,

erase all those fights,

and and take away all your headaches.

just want to be your hero.

and ask for nothing else.

no further bloodshed.

and no fallen bullet shells.

First Love

new home new place,

but still miss those old days.

new people new state.

but still miss my old date.

slowly when at daybreak,

you held my hand,

and then at dusk,

we laid down on the sand.

spending time everyday,

seeing oceans meet land.

hoping in the same way,

our lives would once ascend.

but once our egos clashed,

and relationship didn't  mend.

I left you and you left me,

thought the trouble would end.

I do regret my mistakes,

but you moved on to a deserving man.

only seeing you happy,

make me happy again.

hope loves you more than I do,

and always holds your hands,

gives you all his hours,

when he has this chance.

This isnt everything you are

neither  the pleasing sound of victory,
nor the garve failure's scar.

It shouldn't stop thee,

because this isn't everything you are.

the path you've chosen,

be it of rubble or tar,

the efforts you're putting,

be it small or large,

the destiny you've set,

be it near or far,

It shouldn't stop thee,

because this isn't everything you are.

You have the guts,

so open the pain's jar,

let the task be difficult,

like a mission to mars,

invite the bad times,

and don't sit at par,

Have faith in yourself,

because this isn't everything you are. 

Just say yes

wandering lonely on empty streets.

with our soft bear feet.

holding hand in hand,

and trying not to pretend,

feelings so closer to love,

hoping to live in a seaside hove,

trying to speak those three words,

but the tongue going all absurd.

looking into each others eyes,

listening to nature's sweet lullabies.

when moon reaches its full glee,

I just say I love thee .

When cold wind blows

I look through your eyes

when those cold wind blows.

and wait for your stare,

till my heart beat slows.

and whenever I glance at you,

my love for you largely grows.

and when you aren't around,

blood in my veins seldom flows.

For me to love you,

I don't have to be close.

neither to prove it,

I need to give you some red rose.

beauty is not in your looks,

tis your heart that I really chose. 

Dead End

I'm at my brains dead end,

and the thoughts of you that I'm trying to defend.

there is nothing that I'm trying to pretend,

but this relationship is all what I'm trying to mend.

we have seen times worse than these,

than why does your love has to sieze.

your every smile that I continuously miss,

than tell me why now? please.

I do hereby want to apologize,

for every little mistake and similar lies.

for these faults this isn't the price,

but won't even give me another choice.

think I will need a helping hand,

in order to see you understand.

Its like I'm just looking at slipping sand,

and Its another dead end.

Drones

there are times when we feel alone,

and wander like a lifeless drone.

have no time to even mourn,

and I feel like a waving flag almost torn.

to this lifelessness I'm getting so prone,

and singing blue's in annoying tone.

everything is like hornless unicorn,

undefying anything that was sworn.

thinking everything as a clone,

with lesser brains of my own.

feeling of mercy that is always oversawn,

and tis like darkest hour before the dawn.

when we reject our lives which is like a drone,

a new HUMAN is thus born.

I'm dying inside

things are now changing with time,

and I'm  losing all that I used to rhyme.

once wanting to bloom in pride,

but now I'm dying inside.

no intrest in any of celebretions,

not even in their exiting preparations.

for myself I don't even want to stride,

and I know I'm dying inside.

there's a hobby I had,

tis gone and I'm not sad.

trying to dream with eyes open wide,

and I'm dying inside.

may be its my loneliness that's killing,

or my heart with lack of feeling,

In this valley of sorrow that I frequently slide,

and I'm dying inside.

I'm sinking all in ruins fallen suddenly,

no cry but I go silently,

to you there's nothing I want to hide,

but I'm really dying inside